hate

i have been walking around with this knife in my back,
standing angry and alone,
and i know i have been pushing the people who care about me away,
it seems easier to be by myself than to allow those close to me to hurt me,

so much hate i carry around,
like a raging fire,
its slowly consuming me,
and sooner or later i will be no more,

how do i end this hate?
do i want to end this hate?
will i end this hate?
all are questions of which i have no answers to...

by Austin Camoens