Tuesday, October 5, 2010

the loner

i dont know what set me off but all the petty problems have snowballed into a huge ball which keeps on chasing me,
i realize that i am emotional,
there is nothing i can do to stop it and believe me,
i have tried....

but i am alone in a shit hole right now,
and i wish i had someone i could just hug at night,
someone who would lie to me and tell me i'll be ok,
even if she knew the circumstances i am in,
reality tho dealt a major blow to that scenario,

and now it has forced my hand,
pushing me to make a decision on a whim,
a decision that i may or may not regret,
there is no certainty in the unknown,
only blankness is in my eyes and within the remnants of my heart....

Friday, October 1, 2010

lois lane

i really wish i could meet my very own lois lane...
she could truly be the love of my life...