Saturday, November 20, 2010

i lie...

i recently stumbled upon some information that truly sent a knife plunging rite through my heart,
the girl of my dreams has started seeing someone,
and although i knew this day would come,
i never anticipated it to hurt so much,

i guess once the person you love tells you that your simply not good enough for her then all bets are off,
if there is one thing i regret it would be telling her how i really felt,
i should have just remained silent about it and be left alone,
it was so easy to fall for her though,

my head is a mess of thoughts right now,
i sit alone most of the time and ponder,
but ultimately i think the best decision is to leave her world completely,
runaway to avoid the pain and tell myself

im okay,
dont worry, im okay,

yes im seriously okay,
maybe one day these lies will seem true...

No comments:

Post a Comment