i dont know what set me off but all the petty problems have snowballed into a huge ball which keeps on chasing me,
i realize that i am emotional,
there is nothing i can do to stop it and believe me,
i have tried....
but i am alone in a shit hole right now,
and i wish i had someone i could just hug at night,
someone who would lie to me and tell me i'll be ok,
even if she knew the circumstances i am in,
reality tho dealt a major blow to that scenario,
and now it has forced my hand,
pushing me to make a decision on a whim,
a decision that i may or may not regret,
there is no certainty in the unknown,
only blankness is in my eyes and within the remnants of my heart....
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