what now?

what happens next?
where will this new path I take lead me to?
will it be a better place?
all these depend on my own perception,

there are somethings which are completely out of my control,
but for everything I can control,
I will do wholeheartedly,
the city i once shunned now welcomes me with open arms,

it calls out to me,
as though for me to leave everything here,
the trials and tribulations,
and start afresh...

make a move...

there are many risks to take in life,
and life is to be lived with an open heart,
for the heart is like a book,
if it cannot be opened nobody will be able to read it,

there will trials and tribulations in life,
but if you never give it a chance and take a risk,
there will never be anything to show for,
and you will be left sitting to yourself and wondering what got you in this place in the first place,

time to take hold of the wheel,
and call all the shots,
dont sit by and watch life pass you by,
make a move...

quote of the day...

Intelligence plus character,
that is the goal of true education...

Dr Martin Luther King Jr.

voluntary exile

there are no more strings binding me here,
no chance of advancement,
better get all my ducks in a row and flee the scene,
time to search for a better life...

Natasha Bedingfield - I Bruise Easily

My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
but its not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defences down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can't scratch the surface
Without moving me underneath
I bruise easily
I bruise easily

I found your fingerprints
On a glass of wine
Do you know you're leaving them
All over this heart of mine too
But if I never take this leap of faith
I'll never know
So im learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

[Chorus]

Anyone who can touch you
Can hurt you or heal you
Anyone who can reach you
Can love you or leave you

So be gentle
so be gentle
so be gentle

[Chorus]

I bruise easily
I bruise easily

devastation

the key to love is devastation,
thats why its called falling,
its uncontrollable,
beyond reason and understanding,

to love is to fall in a downward spiral,
and hope that someone is at the bottom to catch you,
but there are no sureties in love,
only the promise of anguish and devastation....

Marilyn Manson - Just A Car Crash Away

"Just A Car Crash Away"

Love is a fire.
Burns down all that it sees.
Burns down everything.
Everything you think
Burns down
Everything you say.

She blew me her death-kiss
And the mouth-marks
Bled down my eye,
Like her dying
On my windshield.
I can already feel
Her worms
Eating my spine.
So how can it be this lonely?
Is this all we get
For our lives?
Is love only sweeter when
One of us dies?

Then I knew that our love was
Just a car crash away.
I knew that our love was just a car crash away.
I knew that our love was
Just a car crash away.
I knew that our love was
Just a car crash away.

Love is a fire.
Burns down all that it sees.
Burns down everything.
Everything you think
Burns Down
Everything you say. [x3]

Love is a fire.
Burns down all that it sees.
Burns down everything.
Everything you think
Burns Down
Everything you say.

[backup vocals]
I knew that our love was
Just a
Car
Crash
Away.

I knew that our love was
Just a
Car
Crash
Away.

[repeat to end of solo]

Love is a fire.
Burns down all that it sees.
Burns down everything.
Everything you think
Burns Down
Everything you say.

Love is a fire.
Burns down all that it sees.
Burns down everything.
Everything you think
Burns Down
Everything you say.